Friday, September 04, 2026

Same stuff, different day, same stuff, same day

Yeah, nothing much has changed since last time. Job position still decently secure, some opportunities in play, nothing is close to closing. 

Have a good "in" for one of them but I don't think I did very well in the first screen. This is the company where I was a finalist 2 years ago and now I am recommended by the person who I lost to! It will be a shame if I lose it at the recruiter stage even with that kind of referral.

Everyday, the fire to get to that next level is burning brighter and brighter. I need to make way more money. I have this fear that the current money will not last for very long. Few years, not that many. What do I do if I run out of money before I die? I can't be in the same state as my father who had to ask around for loans. 

There are days I feel extremely confident that I will land something and then sometimes I see people younger than me with impressive careers and titles and wonder if I will ever get beyond where I am. Need a morale boosting win. I hindsight, there has been only one misstep in the career but everything else has been too slow in the vertical direction whether it is title or money. Though everyone says I have a very impressive background, it is worth nothing if I can't leverage it to take a couple of quick next steps.

Search goes on... 

 Wifey still looking. Still frustrated.